Saturday, 25 May 2013

It's all coming together......

Nearly 24 weeks pregnant, whooo! I have been enjoying this week getting our room all tidy and in order for baby girl's arrival. Yes it is still early days but I figure I should get things ready now before I get too big and exhausted...plus baby could arrive at any time! The room is looking lovely at the moment and here are a few things we have set up/bought...


 We needed a new lampshade and I saw this one in the kids section at Wilkinsons and fell in love! It's so cute and not too overly girlie but looks lovely in our bedroom and with the cot.


The cot has been set up a while but I bought this lovely 'Sweet Dreams' nursery garland from a designer called Gisela Graham-I also have some of her wedding bits and they have a lovely rustic homemade feel. It goes well with the wall colour. When she is born I would like to put a personalised framed picture on the wall and I may put up some scan pictures if I can find the right frame! 

Definitely not a necessity but I have a lovely little collection of baby shoes/booties-they probably won't get worn much but who cares when they are this cute?!


The moses basket is all ready to go too and I got this gorgeous soft white blanket for £4 in a shop called Fara Kids. We have a few blankets as she will be born in the Autumn/Winter time and want her to be nice and snuggly!


I have a drawer underneath the changing area full of little sleepsuits (a mixture of things that people have bought/given/we have bought) as well as a few tights/leggings/hats/bibs etc.


We are using the top of our chest of drawers as a little changing area as it has handy drawers underneath for nappies/baby wipes etc. However I am a bit concerned about having it next to the radiator although we never have it on really. We may just end up using the changing mats on the floor/bed!


This baby bath support is lovely and is good for newborns to keep them supported in the bath. It's from Mama's and Papas and has little suction pads on the bottom to keep it still. We also have about 4 baby towels!


Her little toy box is now full! We have got lots of lovely little rattles, teething rings, toys etc although I don't know how much they'll get used initially and they probably be better when she is a little older.

In terms of essential things still to get, we have the buggy and sling still to get. Also a breast pump (waiting to get this-I am definitely hoping to breastfeed but would like to express some too), a steriliser, a cot mobile, wardrobe for her clothes and of course lots and lots of NAPPIES!!

xoxo

Tuesday, 21 May 2013

23 weeks today! x

I can't believe I am almost 6 months pregnant, I am feeling so HUGE but rather nice and glowing right now. I have treated myself to a new maternity dress-do you like? I say treated but it only cost me a few pounds from Ebay, it's actually from Matalan maternity. My bump feels huge in it but it's lovely and comfortable.




At 23 weeks we are only a week away from what is known as 'Viability day' which means that once you reach 24 weeks pregnant, your baby could be born and actually survive. Of course this is with a lot of intervention and nobody wants their baby to be so premature. I hope she stays in there for as long as she likes and keeps growing and getting stronger! She still kicks and moves a lot although has been quite quiet the past few days-she tends to move a lot when I eat something sugary and also during the night around 4/5am! She can now apparently hear music/voices and may react so I have been playing lots of music to see what she moves to. It's safe to say she is not a fan of Lana Del Ray lol.

My bump is really coming along.

 
Work is getting quite tough as I get bigger but next week I have a week off work and Michael and I are going on a little holiday to Ramsgate/Margate so it will be lovely to get away. I also have my next pregnancy check up on 5th June although this is just a general one to see that everything is going well. My 4D scan is on the 15th June so only just over 3 weeks away and I am SO EXCITED.

I have been a little naughty with buying pretty girlie clothes since I got paid last week but it's hard when everything is so cute :( Here are a few things I have bought the past few weeks:

 Pretty Next dress and cardigan
 Beautiful dress and white shoes-can't remember where they are from but I got it on Ebay. Obvs.

The Minnie Mouse coat and hat I got from Ebay, how cosy. The dress my Mum bought.

Right, I must STOP BUYING CLOTHES!

We are buying more essential things, honestly.

Sunday, 19 May 2013

50 facts about me!

This weekend I thought I would do a non-pregnancy/baby related post, just for the hell of it! I am bored on a Sunday afternoon so why not :) I plan to do a little blog post next week for my 23 weeks of pregnancy plus I have bought a lot more stuff recently so when I can be bothered I will take some pictures of that! Overall I have been feeling ok apart from the normal hip/leg/back pain and she has picked up a gear with the kicking :)

I have seen this post floating around many blogs so thought I would '50 facts about me'. Sorry if you may have read these before.

1. I was born Cheryl Caroline Finch but many people still pronounce my first name wrong. Phonetically it should be CHeryl but it pronounced the same way as 'Sheryl'. It still annoys me when people get it wrong.

2. I am only just under 5 foot 3 and yet I have size 8 feet (and wear some size 9 shoes).

3. I much prefer Winter weather to the Summer. Anything about 20 degrees and I get cranky.

4. I got engaged to my best friend last September when he proposed whilst on holiday in Rome on our anniversary. It was a very magical experience-we have been together almost 7 years.

5. I love steak. I could eat it every day but I don't want heart disease. I have to have it very well done, almost burnt.

6. I have had long hair for most of my life and I'm lucky that it's quite thick. I plan to get it cut this Summer.

7. I have a serious Ebay addiction and must log into Paypal about 5 times a day!

8. I have been working in a wonderful primary school as a teaching assistant in Year 1 since last September. It's a truely great place to work and very rewarding. I have been a teaching assistant for nearly 3 years.

9. Michael also works as a teaching assistant but in a different school and in Year 3. We are lucky we both get the same holidays off work!

10. I love most types of cake but I hate cheescake. 

11. I have many favourite holidays but one of my best places to visit was Lisbon in 2011. It's a wonderful city and we had an awesome time there.

12. I'm an only child and very close to my Mum. She's my best friend and we love shopping together, going for afternoon tea and boring Michael with our reality TV addiction.

13. I took 10 GCSE's and got all grades A*-B. Only benefit of a private school education, however most of knowledge left me after the age of 18, lol.

14. I'm a very impatient person and hate waiting for anything. I frequently swear to myself if someone walks slowly in front of me.

15. I hate it when people don't reply to texts/messages/emails etc as I always make the effort to do so.

16. I have had 4 operations in my life, 3 of them on my toes! (Big feet syndrome!)

17. I studied journalism at uni and did pretty well getting a 2:1. Half way through I decided I hated journalism!

18. I am currently writing a time travel children's book.

19. I am slightly obsessed with Harry Styles.

20. I love west end musicals and have seen over 10 of them in the past few years. My favourite is probably Dirty Dancing!

21. I have loyally watched Big Brother every year since it started even though it's crap now!

22. I have been living with Michael for 5 1/2 years and we are both rather messy. Not the best combination.

23. I am really scared of pain and I'm a real wuss. Wish me luck for childbirth.

24. I still have to sleep with a light on in our room because I'm scared of the dark.

25. I hate drinking water!

26. I have suffered from depression and anxiety since the age of 8. I have taken medication for a few months when I was about 18 but otherwise I just find ways to cope.

27. I only own two pairs of trousers, I live in dresses!

28. The first cassette I ever bought was Wet Wet Wet 'Love is All Around'.

29. One of my favourite singers at the moment is Lana Del Ray. Just adore her.

30. I like chocolate but not solid chocolate bars-my favourite are Twix and Kit Kat.

31. I always wanted to be a teacher but left a PGCE after I decided it wasn't for me. It was one of the best decisions I ever made!

32. I get up at 7am every morning for work and I still hate it. I am NOT a morning person and don't like to talk to anyone.

33. I love 50's diners and try to always find one when we go on holiday. My favourite one so far was in Lisbon, they even had a Marilyn Monroe statue!

34. I am not spontaneous in the slightest and like things to be planned.

35. I can't swim!

36. I love 80's films-in particular my favourite which is Back to the Future. I could quote most of the lines and I drink tea out of my BTTF mug every morning.

37. I have a gap between my two front teeth which was a lot bigger when I was younger. I used to hate it but now I love it.

38. I play Candy Crush almost every day and have been on Level 133 for almost a month now.

39. I used to work in Claire's Accessories. The 50% discount was fab but that was about it.

40. I used to have really fair hair as a child.

41. I wear make up every day pretty much without fail. I couldn't live without my mascara and concealor.

42. I have a habit of picking people to be in my life who make zero effort. 

43. My favourite restaurant is Toby Carvery and we frequently travel about 90 mins to our nearest one!

44. I love wedding research and Michael and I plan to get married in 2015.

45. I hate talking to anyone on the phone other than my Mum and Michael. I usually get them to call anyone else for me!

46. I'm a very liberal person and totally believe everyone should be treated equally regardless of sexuality, race, gender etc. Narrow minded people bore me.

47. I have worn glasses since I was about 8 and my first pair were Mickey Mouse ones. I used to wear contacts but now I just embrace my poor sight!

48.  I scare really easily and I hate horror films.

49. My engagement ring was my Nan's engagement ring and is extremely sentimental as well as very, very valuable! 

50. Michael and I are expecting our first baby, a little girl, in September 2013. We were very lucky that it happened quickly for us and I cried (with happiness lol) when I found out I was pregnant! It's something we have wanted for a long time.
 xoxo

Tuesday, 14 May 2013

22 week blog video! x


I actually filmed this video yesterday, was meant to do one last week but finally got around to it! Apoligies again for the poor quality :)
xoxo

Saturday, 11 May 2013

How I feel about pregnancy....x

Pregnancy has a funny way of messing with your emotions. It also forces you to face up to things in your life that perhaps before, you could always push to the side. Pregnancy is such a rollercoaster and coping with the ever changing symptoms and feelings that comes along with it, can be difficult. Already suffering from depression and anxiety (as some of you may have read about in my other blog), I was already prepared for the fact that pregnancy may make it worse. I wouldn't actually go as far as to say it has made me worse but it has certainly made me discover a lot about myself and made me realise that I should stop blaming myself for feeling this way. Sometimes it is hard to distinguish what is just those pesky hormones and what is genuine depression and anxiety. Either way I feel I am doing great with coping with it all. Whenever I feel sad, it doesn't take much to put a smile back on my face again. It just takes a little kick from my baby girl or looking at all her little clothes lined up in the wardrobe, ready for her arrival. I know now that I don't have to ever be ashamed of suffering from depression.

Pregnancy has also made me see, for the first time, who is genuine and who isn't in my life. I find it strange that some people find it difficult when someone finds happiness in their life and things are genuinely going right for them. I don't put it down to jealously because that would be awfully bigheaded of me and plus, who would ever be jealous of me?! I don't ever rub my happiness in anyone's face, I just simply embrace it because it really is SUCH a long time coming for me. I have spent most of my life with a dark cloud looming over me and for the first time I feel genuinely happy with the direction my life is heading in and my dream to become a mother, is coming true! I was told before becoming pregnant that during pregnancy you find out who your true friends are and this is so true. I am a pretty damn awesome friend so the way I see it is, if at the end of this all I only have a handful of people left in my life, at least I will know they are genuine. On the other hand, people who I never really spoke to before have become so genuinely interested in my life, offering advice, asking how I am etc...so much so that I am truely touched.

It actually took me a long time to accept that fact that I am actually pregnant, I am actually going to give BIRTH to a baby and have a DAUGHTER. It has only become a bit more real since I have felt her move and then one day, it clicked that I had a little growing human being inside me. With the extreme happiness, I am not afraid to admit, comes a lot of fear. I am scared of how my life will change and I constantly question myself-will I be a good mother? Am I grown up enough? Will I cope with the pain of pregnancy? All pretty normal questions I guess. 

To become a mother is something I have always wanted. To become a father is something that Michael has always wanted. So I know our daughter is coming into the world to two people who have wanted her desperately for so long and will love her absolutely unconditionally. That is all that matters. Having been together for almost 7 years we have built a wonderful relationship, spent so many special 'couple' times together but now we are very ready for the next chapter. We spend every single day talking about the future, what we will do with our daughter, what we will teach her and what she will be like and we call her by her name (which I am still trying to keep secret but failing slightly...) I cannot wait for the day I hold her in my arms because I know it will simply be the best day of my life and nothing else will ever compare.
xoxo

Tuesday, 7 May 2013

21 weeks and more baby stuff! x

I am now 21 weeks pregnant and tomorrow is our scan-yipeeee! So excited to see our little girl on the screen, will be nice to see her looking all big and hopefully we will get some nice photos. Most importantly of all, I just hope she is well :) My bump is growing nicely and I haven't felt too bad in myself for the past few days :) I am craving EVERYTHING sweet at the moment-marshmallows, chocolate...you name it, I want it!

 I will do a video later this week about the scan and other pregnany update bits but in the meantime thought I would share some more stuff that I (and my mum, who is an even better bargain hunter than me!) have bought recently.

We got this lovely Moses basket from Kiddicare for about £30, it is beautiful and has little hanging decorations which I love :)

I bought these hooded towels from Ebay for 99p! They are so soft and cute and worth over a tenner new! Money saved :)

Michael bought this cute toy box from Vertbaudet last week and we've been slowly filling it with various toys and rattles and things. Yet to buy any big toys but to be honest I don't know what a baby likes to play with?!

I got this big bundle of 3-6 months long sleeved tops for 99p on Ebay.

My Mum got this cute pink dress, Hello Kitty dress and babygrow from a car boot :)



The cot is now covered with pretty clothes! I also have a super cute changing bag (Hello Kitty of course) thanks to Michael :) xxx